Mo' Money Mo' Problems

So alas, it's a Friday in NYC and surprise surprise I am going to stay indoors. Asceticism was my primary practice from distractions of the glitz and glamor of NYC-I came here with a goal and I intend to make necessary sacrifices so I can attain that goal.

However, it would be nice when all things are caught up to be able to go out and really experience the scene. That's where the title comes in. Mo' money mo' problems...because before Christmas I had a decent little savings...however, with mo' money came mo' problems. Saw that cute purse and thought "well I got some money, it's okay". Saw cute apparel and figured "hey I should spoil myself". After a few, it's alright I got some money and the psychotic, splendorous shopping, delirium whirlwind I was caught up in...I realized my savings was depleted.

Defeated and depleted. Now I have to whip myself back into my asceticism game plan to repent for my falling...NYC tempted me with her glitz and glamor and like a first timer to a brothel, I was used and abused and spit back onto the streets instantly gratified, but slightly damaged in the long run.

So I am going to lament about things I want because it's always good to vent right? I never knew I had it in me, but I actually really like clothes. I also found out I have an affinity for accessories and shoes and purses. I am shocked. I used to be way into the sort of the simple chic (which I still am-don't get me wrong), but I've come to now appreciate many forms of fashion style. I can't really explain it because I never really fell into a particular category (my sister would say I'm in the category of prude and boring), but if I see something I like, I'll mold it into my wardrobe.

Right now...I'm drooling over these octopus accessories...they are so freaking awesome, but I personally think they are slightly overpriced. I also have a dislike for ModCloth because their prices have raised significantly and the last time I ordered from them I didn't get a trinket bag of goodies along with the order, which was something they always would do. Nonetheless, I mourn over these because I must resist. I need to save every penny for investment things for my career...that is the mature, adult thing to do.

This bracelet is cool


but this is WAY cooler


and the matching necklace


Then these shoes make me drool....me want me want!


These are super fun as well...wah


can't forget about hats


even though the mannequin scares me the hat is gorgeous


love these beanie shaped/20s-30s style hats



Sigh...enough daydreaming for now. I know in the end material possessions are meaningless...but still, I only live once and I'd like to be able to express myself however I want to: acting, photography, blogging, venting, joking and even wearing